Recently what about me...

When heard a song that fit your feelings and emotions, it really get u very touched...
Touch not because that the song is really that nice, but you feel like somebody is understand you...

Recently i'm getting emotional, and hard to get myself concentrate on my study...
I understand what should and shouldn't i do now but i just can't control myself...
Somebody tell me that it is mood swing, and tell me how to handle it...
I'm trying to cope it but it seem to be getting worst...
I feel like i can't handle it anymore, i feel like if i could just leave all the things down and walk away...
I know i can't do that, because i know that our life is not just ourselve alone...
What you choose to do, affect the most the one most near to you...

Come to today, i suddenly feel like get lost...
I'm not that confident anymore...
Think more complicated...
Getting myself trapped in those "should and shouldn't do"...
Getting unhappy...
Getting good in act out a fake emotion of myself...
Feel like that isn't the real me...
Feel like Intellect are fighting inside with my Brave...

But the things that i should appreciate is a group of best friend...
And someone...thanks for your support...
After i write out all of this...
I hope i can really get myself released...
I shouldn't be like this anymore...
Be cheerful...to all of you include myself...